I give Up

hey everybody you know how I always say its Monday make it fun day well Monday sucked ass sorry for my language but its true. I don't get some people you say one thing and they turn it into something else and that's just how rumors start. it so stupid. I am so mad so if I have bad language fuck it I'm sorry but fuck it. you guys have no idea how mad I am I have no Idea what I might do I tried screaming into a pillow but it did not work I need good anger reliever any ideas. anyway I will tell you guys why I am so mad its not just today but I have been very mad four a few months. I just have not said anything but because I have not I have a lot of stress built up and its killing me I don't know who I should talk to. But what I am really mad about is that in sixth hour I was in really bad pain and I said it was like someone was stabbing and the guy was like are you pregnant I was like hell no then I was like if you want kids shut the hell up. so you all know that I went to Chicago a few weeks ago. well the trip was fun but a lot of the people were getting on my nerves I mean come on I get pretty mad easily you should know that but anyway I had three room ates well first off they all snore so I got like 0 sleep which made me mad and then whenever I tried to talk they just ignored me and I was like fine whatever. then the guy I like was there and he kept flirting with the girls and It was so hard yeah that's right it was RG. and then on Facebook he put this status up and I tried to comment on it and he deleted it I am trying so hard but I just don't have the energy anymore any good advice because I really need it. then to top it all of be for I go to bed I am failing math which means I will not be on here that much until I get my grade up so I am sorry I am giving all I got but I am going to try harder I am really sorry I have been talking about me but I just needed to do it I have all this stress and it feels good to get it all out

PS: I LOVE YOU AND STICK WITH ME TILL I GET MY GRADE UP THANKS LOVE YOU ALL

tonight there are two songs: million dollar girl and, and anonymous

hey hey everybody whats up. well I'll tell you whats up its march madness thats whats up haha. I hope everyone had a good day. I on the other hand did not but I will get to that a little bit later. ok so all of you E news people should know this but have you guys heard of the the best actress relationship curse ( here is a link so you can see what its abouthttp://www.popeater.com/2010/03/18/best-actress-oscar-winners/) well guess who it just happed to Sandra bullock can you believe that she has not been married that long all I know is that I would hate to win that award. But Sandra my thoughts and prayers are with you.

How many of you guys had a good day? well not me it all started last night when one of my braids literally came out and my hair was all messed up it looks so bad. but I am crossing my fingers that I get it done on Saturday. after that my day continued to get bad. so my mom was off today and it was such a beautiful day out side so at around 1 i decide I want to go get a smoothie from juice stop so I drive my self scene to go get one and by the time I get home she is gone. so I call my mom to see where she is she said she has to go pay some bills so i'm like OK and she said she would be back soon so i'm like OK its only 2 we have the whole day next thing I know its 6:30 I wasted my whole day inside on a nice day on my spring break. she totally blowed me off for her boy friend I was so mad. But the best part of my day was when the Jonas brothers did a live chat here is link if you missed it.(http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=jonas+brothers+live+chat+2010&search_type=&aq=2 ) now I know most of you like joe But I think Nick Jonas is the hottest of them all sorry but I do like it when Joe wears his glasses I think he is cute then and I am very happy for Kevin they are so cute together.

OK lovely people It has been fun catching up with you but I have to go. stay tuned for more news hopefully something interesting will happen and I can blog about better stuff.

song Of the night: love is a battlefield by: pat benatar

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night

love ya

Hey everybody its Thursday which means its almost Friday yay party haha. I hope everybody had a wonderful and safe st. patricks day. I know I did. so the big question is what the hell am I doing up at 12:00 in the morning. thats a good question wants I get the answer I will let you know haha. so you remember in the last blog I talked about RG well as you Know its spring break and I miss him. I have been having feelings that I have never had for a crush before what do you think that means.I know that may seem obsessive but when you like someone you can't help it. do you think I am to young to be having these feelings I need your advice please.

So its another day in the life of of a 16 year old high school student. have you ever heard the song You belong with me But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers thats how it is with me. all we will ever be is friends he has no clue about how I feel about him why can't life be like the movies. anyways on to something more better I love my twitter family they are amazing and they are really nice if you have a twitter I would suggest you follow them cause they kepp you informed on whats going on. TeamDDeleasa , DemiRawks ,LovatoNerds, xJemiIT,JemiFamily ,alwaysmariam14

I would just like to give them a shout out Because they are really nice and I would follow them if you have a twitter. did I tell you guys that I am working on a website if you guys have any ideas or suggestions please let me know.

all right everyone its that time. the time for me to go I hope to be bake soon with more good stuff. Oh I forgot to tell you guys this if your a fan of the twilight movies which I am a huge fan the movie comes out Saturday. but if you like those midnight release party's you can get the movie for cheaper keep in mind that.

OK everybody goodnight

song of the night: Baby Justin bieber

hey Everyone its spring break witch means party all week haha jkjk it means relaxing. so I hope everyone had a good weekend Because I did. Its was one of the best I would have to say. I can tell you life is pretty good right now but I hope it gets better later on. so today I saw remember which is probably going to be the saddest movie of the year. But Robert pattinson did such a good job I am proud of you. But I can't wait till Saturday when new moon comes out that movie was really good and I can't wait to see the whole cast again.

so I told you I would keep you posted on what is going on with RG well things are slowly getting there So when we were coming home on the trian I gave RG this mean look HERE I WILL SHOW YOU THE CONVERSATION

OLIVIA:I hope there are no hard feelings about the look I gave you on the train,

RG: Oh no, that was no problem, Brand was just joking around, its all good nothing went wrong i thought.

OLIVIA: ok I was just checking

RG: yeah, we're good

I think thats pretty good it mad me so happy. anyways when i was in my kitchen today i realized that me and my friends are growing apart and its making me really sad. because we used to be really close but ever sense school has started our friendship is going down hill and its making me really sad.but this year I have made so many new friends its really great so you can see that i am really bored and that there is nothing to talk about what should I do comment and tell me please.

ok I better go bye

Hey people whats up. well I will tell you whats up FRIDAY that's whats up. well I know its been a few days and I am really sorry about that I have a lot of stuff going on right now and I am trying to do this and all of that other stuff so just bare with me and we will be OK. so I hope everyone is doing good I mean its been so long let me know whats going on with all of you. Now I know no one reads this but you never know. so like I said a lot of stuff is going on. ( nothing bad has happened thank goodness)
so everyone says that high school is the best time of your life well guess what its not. Its the worst thing in your life. that's why I have not been blogging that much cause I am dealing with High school Friends, boys, family, homework and just the daily life of of a 16 year old . its a lot of work. so I don't think I told you all this but I really like this guy and when I am talking about him his name will be RG. well RG going to my school and he rides my bus he is so nice. the best thing about him is that he treats me good not like all those other stupid boys who are stupid and treat me bad. I fell good when I am talking to him. But like always there is a bad part even RG is this way all the guys Like skinny girls and not girls who have an hour glass figure which really makes me mad Because the just judge you on how you look and not whats on the inside which is really stupid because they don't see how true you are. stay tuned for more on my daily life.
Now the point of blogs it to just get out what you feel. but I would love to hear what all you guys think and if you have any good topics for me to blog about I would love if you guys comment down below the blog

Thanks I will try to blog asap

Love always Livvy

Hey everybody I know its been a couple of day's. so today is Tuesday witch means four days till Friday. I think we can be strong. so whats up? I hope everyone mad Monday a fun day. I am so excited that I can barley sit still in class because for one thing I get my hair done and I get to get out of school just for that also on Friday is the morp dance does anyone know what morp is well guess what I will tell you morp is spelled backwards for prom. and we have to dress funky please I am going to be looking good hahah.

so you all should be very happy that I am working on a story i am just in the beginning stages but I am working very hard just know that. I am so very excited about Chicago I leave next Wednesday I can't wait Chicago is one of my favorite city's well so fare I have not been to L.A or New York. But I would love to live in Chicago one day its like a smaller new York. OK so I am very love sick I can't get theses 3 guys off of my mind I keep thinking about them they are so cute I have only talked to one of them but still I need your help what should I do any advice. OK I better go I am in sixth hour and my teacher might get really mad that so I better go talk to you guys later love me wish me luck on the guys.

song of the day: Telephone

Hey everybody whats up its Saturday witch means party. I am really sorry I did not blog yesterday I had so much stuff I had to do. I had to run my brother to free state and then come home and clean then go to juice stop then go pick up my friend for the game. you see why I had no time to blog I feel really bad but there was just no time in the day. I hope everyone had a good Friday and I hope everyone partied safely . In my opinion I think they need a dace club for teens I think that would be so much fun.

So yesterday night was so much fun. so Thursday night I asked my mom if I could drive to the LHS Free State game. at first she was a little iffy But I talked her into it. It would be my first time ever driving that far because i usually just drive to the school but it was so much fun. first off LHS sucks thats all I got to say even though my dad went there it still sucks. so yesterday we went to the girls and boys games it was so much fun they think they can out cheer us think again thats why we won. Like I said last Night free state owns this town. But anyways I think I had the best night ever Because one of the guys I like sat in front of me and he is so cute and this other guy was cute and he sat behind me I think that was just pretty awesome if i do say so myself. today was such a good day I drove all the way out too the movies by myself. I saw shutter island ( shhh I had to snick in with my friend Taz don't tell my mom) it was an OK movie I give it 3 stars. but anyways thats how my day went I can not wait till Friday when I get my hair back I am so excited .

ttyl Love ya

Hey everybody guess what? TOMORROW IS FRIDAY you know what that means party in the u.s.a yay. so today at school was quite interesting if i do say so myself. I am so happy that we do not have zero hour witch rocks my socks. have you ever hated someone that it makes you shake because you so mad. well thats how I feel but I will get to that later. i am sorry i did not write yesterday i had writers block no joke I could not think of anything to righ I know thats sad cause on a blog your supposed put what happened in your day but I literally had a brain fart I could not think of anything. But now I have something.

So today my film teacher tells our class that our account has been hacked by LHS ( for those who don't know who that is its our rivalry school.) anyways they hacked our video cause they new our video was better then theres and they just can't take the competition. and me and my best firend got in this huge fight and I hate her now and I don't ever want to talk or see her again. anway I had such a good time at the assembly today way to go diversity club. you did a good job. I cant wait till tomorrow when we beat LHS Cause we rock and they suck.

well I got to go sorry its so short There maybe so more tomorrow. Goodnight.

Happy Tuesday I hope everyone had a good day. This has been one long day I had school then concert then Chicago meeting then my brother had a game Thats a lot of stuff I am surprised I am able to write today.but over all it was a good Day I am still working on my house plan for one of my classes and its so hard.But I am excited to announce that the school music video will be out and all of the students get a sneak peek the rest of you have to wait till Friday till they put it on youtube I am so excited for you to see it.I am so ready for the weekend to get here. But I have a lot to do I have family coming in on Friday to see my brother play in the LHS game (Sorry LHS you are going to loose) And after that I have a sleep over for my church. On Saturday I am going to sneak In to A Rated R movie with my friends I am so excited ( but don't tell my mom)

So I think my teacher needs to retire. she is really getting on my nervous she pushed me and my friend Mariam way in the back witch she always does I am so sick of her. Omg somebody in the bass section kept farting and it was bad David rogers bad And I felt like i was going to vomit my friends thought I was being over dramatic But I was not it was that bad. Aways Lets talk about something else. Omg I can not wait till march 10th I get to go to Chicago for four days with no mom, dad, and brother I can not wait. So guys and Girls I need your help I am trying to write a book so if have any tips or ideas pleas let me know thanks.

Ok people it was good talking to you I have to go love you.

Its a new week

whats up everybody. i hope everybody a good and safe weekend. oh and today is one of my many best friends birthday so Happy 16th birthday Brianna Pobjoy I love you.can you believe its already Monday hopefully this week goes by fast. so school was really good today. I thought it would go by fast but it went by really slow and I was so tired I thought I was going to fall asleep. I have so much stuff I have to do this week. Like in interior design we are drawing floor plans and its so hard because 1 i can't draw and 2 I suck at math why did I take this class. Help! I had the best weekend you want to know well sucks for you if you don't because I am going to tell you anyway. This weekend was amazing because I did not go anywhere I just stayed in my house and relaxed life can not get better then that. Oh and I have to tell you my good news. Ok so thanks to my wonderful best friend Mariam ( I told you I had many best friends trust me you will hear about many of them) anyways thanks to Mariam who told me about this magazine for teens who can write blogs for them and the best thing about them is they get published and guess what i wrote two blogs for them and guess what they got published witch really makes me happy I have been telling all of my teachers about them and my mom and there really happy for me.Anyways enough of that so I was reading this book that my cousin sent me because she's in it. Can you believe that my cousin is in a book. can anyone take a guess at what the book is about just guess OK if you give up OK well its the chicken noodle soup book for true love anyways i will tell you her story some other time but. Theres this story about a women who was in high school and she had a dream that she was going to marry one of her teachers anyways to make the long story short she basically got married to him. and you ask your self what does this have to do with me well I have had a dream about marrying this guy who i am not going to tell you his name but anyways what do you think this means.

well I hope everyone is having a good start to the week I have to go Love you

quote of the day: "Take risks: if you win, you will be happy; if you lose, you will be wise."

song: someday

Hey everybody I am so sorry I did not wish you guys a happy Friday. I had a lot of thing going on and I am really sorry. it seemed like school was going by so slow. but anyway I hope everybody is going to have a great weekend. for us Kansas people not so much because its snowing. I am so sick of snow I heard that in every 50 states there is some snow. even in those hot states can you believe that. so yesterday on the bus one of my best friends told be about this site and how you can write blogs for them and I was like can I do that cause I think I could be really good at that. so todays topic is what do you want to be when you grown up and where do you want to live. Now I know no one reads this but who cares I am having fun with this.

So everybody knows what my brother wants to be. they all think he's going to be some big basketball player, But they never ask What does Olivia Nicole Watson want to be they never ask that. they all tell me that I don't need to work Because my brothers going to take care of me when I get older. I hate when people tell me that. But I am going to do what I want . I would love to do something in film or maybe even writing. I would love to be a director or maybe even a photography director I think that would be really cool. Now all of my friends always here me when I say I want to get out of this state and move somewhere else i do not want to get stuck here. My favorite city in the whole wide world is Chicago But that might change if I ever go to New York or California. But who know's where I will live.

well everybody it was really good talking to you I hope everybody has a good and safe weekend . I will not be blogging on Sunday so I will see all of you wonderful people Monday with all the news from the weekend.

" To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe."

Livvy Loves you

Happy Thursday. guess what its almost Friday which means it almost the weekend which means party or clubbing. I had so much fun last night and today. We did This lip dub at school today and it was so much fun everybody did a really good job. me and my friends were the balloon popping girls and I think we did an amazing job if I do say so myself. now like I said on tuseday it is time for talking about celebs and what going on today. so here we go.

attion all you gleeks. glee will be returning on April 13 we're dying to know who Rachel will choose: Finn, Puck or a player to be named later? Will Tina and Artie reconcile? And last but not least, will Mr. Schuester leave his witchy wife, Terri, for McKinley High's saintly, germophobic guidance counselor, Emma? what did you all think of american idol I think they got rid of the wrong people. they got rid of the guy who was missing and went into foster care whats up with that. So who all is tired of tiger woods I know I am Its been three months and were still talking about him there are more important things. I am not saying that what he did is right but come on everyone makes mistakes lets move on already leave him and his wife alone. anyways for more happy and exciting new.for all of you who love Robbert pattinson his movie remember me movies is coming out in march stay tuned.

all right there you have it all the news you need to know talk to you guys soon

here are some words of wisdom :"I don't dwell in the past;
I don't wallow in old events and emotions.
I don't waste time on regret.
No use going over and over
the details of what already happened."

Livvvy loves you

Hey Hey every body the week is almost over thank goodness. so I know I said I would have a topic but sad to say I did not get to look for a good topic Because me and my fired had to blow up like 100 balloons, it was hard work. We have this epic music video tomorrow and we are shooting everything backward Its a lot of work.

But how is everyone. I hope your week is going well. today at school was not that bad. we had late arrival well technically i didn't because I had zero hour but the rest of the school did. my favorite to class's today would have to be interiors and reading. I think that I could become a writer I am getting really good at it. I promise tomorrow I will have a topic I feel really bad that I did not have one. well it's getting really late I should get to bed I have a long day tomorrow with the music video and such. so I will see you all later

and here are some words of wisdom: keep your head up don't let people put you down

Love always: Olivia

Happy Happy tuesday

Happy Tuesday everyone for you college people its big Tuesday and for all you fashionistas out there Happy fashion week. I hope everyone is having a good day. today was a little bit better then yesterday thank goodness. sorry i am writing so late I just got home from my school's basketball game. I will get to that in just a second. so today was a good day at school. we did this match maker thing a few weeks ago and we just got are results back i did not get anybody good which is not that bad because all the boys at my school are mean. I kind of relate to Taylor swifts song. I feel like I don't exist when I walk the hallways. but Anyway today at school was fun my friends make me laugh so much. I am so happy that I have friends like them.

so Starting tomorrow I am going to start having topics in the second paragraph . it will be about different thins like entertainment, movies, music, whats going on in the world ( you will get all of my opinion on this one) the Olympics all the celebrity gossip. so stay tuned for tomorrow. So my school had a game tonight and I had to go support my older brother because he plays for varsity. sad to say they lost. they are all such good players but I don't know why we can not win any games ( GO FREE STATE).

anyways I better go its getting late and its really cold I am going to go take a hot shower and go to bed. I hope it will be nice tomorrow No more snow I hope

goodnight.

PS: I Hope everyone is ready for the first topic tomorrow

love livvy

Mondays can either be good or bad

What can I say I am usually the one who says make Mondays fun days. But today I could not say that Because I was mad at my mom. see here is what happed my mom told me to start looking for a car and so I did she gave me my price point and after that I was good to start looking. I found 3 cars in the price range. she had asked for the information and so I gave it to her. she never checked on the cars. when I called again the cars were gone I was mad. so I went back to the drawing bored. when i showed her another car she said I was getting obsessed with it but I am not I just want a car.

Ps: stay tuned to more story's by yours truly olive