I give Up

hey everybody you know how I always say its Monday make it fun day well Monday sucked ass sorry for my language but its true. I don't get some people you say one thing and they turn it into something else and that's just how rumors start. it so stupid. I am so mad so if I have bad language fuck it I'm sorry but fuck it. you guys have no idea how mad I am I have no Idea what I might do I tried screaming into a pillow but it did not work I need good anger reliever any ideas. anyway I will tell you guys why I am so mad its not just today but I have been very mad four a few months. I just have not said anything but because I have not I have a lot of stress built up and its killing me I don't know who I should talk to. But what I am really mad about is that in sixth hour I was in really bad pain and I said it was like someone was stabbing and the guy was like are you pregnant I was like hell no then I was like if you want kids shut the hell up. so you all know that I went to Chicago a few weeks ago. well the trip was fun but a lot of the people were getting on my nerves I mean come on I get pretty mad easily you should know that but anyway I had three room ates well first off they all snore so I got like 0 sleep which made me mad and then whenever I tried to talk they just ignored me and I was like fine whatever. then the guy I like was there and he kept flirting with the girls and It was so hard yeah that's right it was RG. and then on Facebook he put this status up and I tried to comment on it and he deleted it I am trying so hard but I just don't have the energy anymore any good advice because I really need it. then to top it all of be for I go to bed I am failing math which means I will not be on here that much until I get my grade up so I am sorry I am giving all I got but I am going to try harder I am really sorry I have been talking about me but I just needed to do it I have all this stress and it feels good to get it all out

PS: I LOVE YOU AND STICK WITH ME TILL I GET MY GRADE UP THANKS LOVE YOU ALL

tonight there are two songs: million dollar girl and, and anonymous

hey hey everybody whats up. well I'll tell you whats up its march madness thats whats up haha. I hope everyone had a good day. I on the other hand did not but I will get to that a little bit later. ok so all of you E news people should know this but have you guys heard of the the best actress relationship curse ( here is a link so you can see what its abouthttp://www.popeater.com/2010/03/18/best-actress-oscar-winners/) well guess who it just happed to Sandra bullock can you believe that she has not been married that long all I know is that I would hate to win that award. But Sandra my thoughts and prayers are with you.

How many of you guys had a good day? well not me it all started last night when one of my braids literally came out and my hair was all messed up it looks so bad. but I am crossing my fingers that I get it done on Saturday. after that my day continued to get bad. so my mom was off today and it was such a beautiful day out side so at around 1 i decide I want to go get a smoothie from juice stop so I drive my self scene to go get one and by the time I get home she is gone. so I call my mom to see where she is she said she has to go pay some bills so i'm like OK and she said she would be back soon so i'm like OK its only 2 we have the whole day next thing I know its 6:30 I wasted my whole day inside on a nice day on my spring break. she totally blowed me off for her boy friend I was so mad. But the best part of my day was when the Jonas brothers did a live chat here is link if you missed it.(http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=jonas+brothers+live+chat+2010&search_type=&aq=2 ) now I know most of you like joe But I think Nick Jonas is the hottest of them all sorry but I do like it when Joe wears his glasses I think he is cute then and I am very happy for Kevin they are so cute together.

OK lovely people It has been fun catching up with you but I have to go. stay tuned for more news hopefully something interesting will happen and I can blog about better stuff.

song Of the night: love is a battlefield by: pat benatar

Ps: if you don't have a twitter get one and if you do follow me at livvylovesu99

night

love ya

Hey everybody its Thursday which means its almost Friday yay party haha. I hope everybody had a wonderful and safe st. patricks day. I know I did. so the big question is what the hell am I doing up at 12:00 in the morning. thats a good question wants I get the answer I will let you know haha. so you remember in the last blog I talked about RG well as you Know its spring break and I miss him. I have been having feelings that I have never had for a crush before what do you think that means.I know that may seem obsessive but when you like someone you can't help it. do you think I am to young to be having these feelings I need your advice please.

So its another day in the life of of a 16 year old high school student. have you ever heard the song You belong with me But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers thats how it is with me. all we will ever be is friends he has no clue about how I feel about him why can't life be like the movies. anyways on to something more better I love my twitter family they are amazing and they are really nice if you have a twitter I would suggest you follow them cause they kepp you informed on whats going on. TeamDDeleasa , DemiRawks ,LovatoNerds, xJemiIT,JemiFamily ,alwaysmariam14

I would just like to give them a shout out Because they are really nice and I would follow them if you have a twitter. did I tell you guys that I am working on a website if you guys have any ideas or suggestions please let me know.

all right everyone its that time. the time for me to go I hope to be bake soon with more good stuff. Oh I forgot to tell you guys this if your a fan of the twilight movies which I am a huge fan the movie comes out Saturday. but if you like those midnight release party's you can get the movie for cheaper keep in mind that.

OK everybody goodnight

song of the night: Baby Justin bieber

hey Everyone its spring break witch means party all week haha jkjk it means relaxing. so I hope everyone had a good weekend Because I did. Its was one of the best I would have to say. I can tell you life is pretty good right now but I hope it gets better later on. so today I saw remember which is probably going to be the saddest movie of the year. But Robert pattinson did such a good job I am proud of you. But I can't wait till Saturday when new moon comes out that movie was really good and I can't wait to see the whole cast again.

so I told you I would keep you posted on what is going on with RG well things are slowly getting there So when we were coming home on the trian I gave RG this mean look HERE I WILL SHOW YOU THE CONVERSATION

OLIVIA:I hope there are no hard feelings about the look I gave you on the train,

RG: Oh no, that was no problem, Brand was just joking around, its all good nothing went wrong i thought.

OLIVIA: ok I was just checking

RG: yeah, we're good

I think thats pretty good it mad me so happy. anyways when i was in my kitchen today i realized that me and my friends are growing apart and its making me really sad. because we used to be really close but ever sense school has started our friendship is going down hill and its making me really sad.but this year I have made so many new friends its really great so you can see that i am really bored and that there is nothing to talk about what should I do comment and tell me please.

ok I better go bye

Hey people whats up. well I will tell you whats up FRIDAY that's whats up. well I know its been a few days and I am really sorry about that I have a lot of stuff going on right now and I am trying to do this and all of that other stuff so just bare with me and we will be OK. so I hope everyone is doing good I mean its been so long let me know whats going on with all of you. Now I know no one reads this but you never know. so like I said a lot of stuff is going on. ( nothing bad has happened thank goodness)
so everyone says that high school is the best time of your life well guess what its not. Its the worst thing in your life. that's why I have not been blogging that much cause I am dealing with High school Friends, boys, family, homework and just the daily life of of a 16 year old . its a lot of work. so I don't think I told you all this but I really like this guy and when I am talking about him his name will be RG. well RG going to my school and he rides my bus he is so nice. the best thing about him is that he treats me good not like all those other stupid boys who are stupid and treat me bad. I fell good when I am talking to him. But like always there is a bad part even RG is this way all the guys Like skinny girls and not girls who have an hour glass figure which really makes me mad Because the just judge you on how you look and not whats on the inside which is really stupid because they don't see how true you are. stay tuned for more on my daily life.
Now the point of blogs it to just get out what you feel. but I would love to hear what all you guys think and if you have any good topics for me to blog about I would love if you guys comment down below the blog

Thanks I will try to blog asap

Love always Livvy

Hey everybody I know its been a couple of day's. so today is Tuesday witch means four days till Friday. I think we can be strong. so whats up? I hope everyone mad Monday a fun day. I am so excited that I can barley sit still in class because for one thing I get my hair done and I get to get out of school just for that also on Friday is the morp dance does anyone know what morp is well guess what I will tell you morp is spelled backwards for prom. and we have to dress funky please I am going to be looking good hahah.

so you all should be very happy that I am working on a story i am just in the beginning stages but I am working very hard just know that. I am so very excited about Chicago I leave next Wednesday I can't wait Chicago is one of my favorite city's well so fare I have not been to L.A or New York. But I would love to live in Chicago one day its like a smaller new York. OK so I am very love sick I can't get theses 3 guys off of my mind I keep thinking about them they are so cute I have only talked to one of them but still I need your help what should I do any advice. OK I better go I am in sixth hour and my teacher might get really mad that so I better go talk to you guys later love me wish me luck on the guys.

song of the day: Telephone

Hey everybody whats up its Saturday witch means party. I am really sorry I did not blog yesterday I had so much stuff I had to do. I had to run my brother to free state and then come home and clean then go to juice stop then go pick up my friend for the game. you see why I had no time to blog I feel really bad but there was just no time in the day. I hope everyone had a good Friday and I hope everyone partied safely . In my opinion I think they need a dace club for teens I think that would be so much fun.

So yesterday night was so much fun. so Thursday night I asked my mom if I could drive to the LHS Free State game. at first she was a little iffy But I talked her into it. It would be my first time ever driving that far because i usually just drive to the school but it was so much fun. first off LHS sucks thats all I got to say even though my dad went there it still sucks. so yesterday we went to the girls and boys games it was so much fun they think they can out cheer us think again thats why we won. Like I said last Night free state owns this town. But anyways I think I had the best night ever Because one of the guys I like sat in front of me and he is so cute and this other guy was cute and he sat behind me I think that was just pretty awesome if i do say so myself. today was such a good day I drove all the way out too the movies by myself. I saw shutter island ( shhh I had to snick in with my friend Taz don't tell my mom) it was an OK movie I give it 3 stars. but anyways thats how my day went I can not wait till Friday when I get my hair back I am so excited .

ttyl Love ya